Real Dream: a ceremony

Last night I was a part of a ceremony that was years in the making. I am careful about who I pray in ceremony with and who holds the meeting and stress details so that I rarely go. Yet last week I found a trusted healer I know from Texas had moved to Ecuador and I could visit her and go to a ceremony and to Vision Quest!

We went to a sweat on Tuesday night and I realized that I have wanted to have a ceremony in my home country with someone I knew I trusted and felt safe.

Home is where the Grandma is, on to Vision Quest

Home is where the Grandma is, on to Vision Quest

Today I spent most of the day reflecting since there are no words to fully explained what happened. The experience was more emotional than visual, although the visual aspect was so intense that I cried since I with gratitude. I still am. I have been thanking everything since then.

I am in the perfect place to spend two weeks at Vision Quest.

Real Dreams, hostel in Ibarra, Ecuador

Real Dreams, hostel in Ibarra, Ecuador

I look forward to all that I am to learn.

Booty shake round up!

I have heard so much boomba that I would like to hear share some that I am enjoying…


El Gallinero – Alan Freeman (Audio)


Photo Romance – Dançar Stupid [FREE DOWNLOAD]


Glide & Pumbahtoon X Bazooka Sound – Salamanca


Bubblegum (INDISA DIRTY MOOMBAHTON REMIX)
(And you know I am picky AF about remixes!)

AAAAAAAAND SOME MIXES BECAUSE I GOT ALL THIS TIME TO TWIRL ON A BEACH AND I AM GOING TO DO IT TO THIS…

 

ZLOW & LOW – IAN SOLOW //007 by Zlow & Low on Mixcloud

ZLOW & LOW – IAN SOLOW //007


Kanizzle All About The Bass Vol 2

Then something to cool down to…

Also I am twirling on this beach:

Hoop beach girl in full effect.

Hoop beach girl in full effect.

That annoying question: Where are you from?

I have an accent when I speak Spanish. My accent shows that I am not a native Spanish speaker, however, Spanish is the 1st language I learned. Then I learned German. Then I learned English, eventually I lost my Spanish accent. Having an gringo father will do that, as I lived in gringo neighborhoods growing up with my entrepreneur parents. You would not know this unless you knew since I was born. I have been in Ecuador for a month and have to explain where I am from to people of Ecuador, not to the tourist because they assume I am Ecuadorean.

My German-American grandmother be like...

My German-American grandmother be like…

I am from Ecaudor. I was born here. I moved to the states when I was young and stopped speaking Spanish around 3rd grade. It was a weird situation at home as the person that did not want Spanish in the home was the mother of my dad. She did not want people to confuse my mom, my brother and myself as Mexican. Before she passed away my grandmother did mention she always regretted her opinion of speaking Spanish as she realized that being able to is a real skill in this globalized economy. Strangely enough, since I lived in Texas everyone just assumes I am Mexican. Like everyone, as if the only people in the world with brown eyes and black hair who tan easily are from Mexico. My best friend in high school was Mexican and yes I was able to relate with her family far more than my gringa best friend in middle school. My current best friend is interracial and it is so strange how much we have in common, yet so much more of a relieve to have some that UNDERSTANDS. Do you know how hard it is to meet someone who loves bass music but enjoy the finer things in life?

I have told several people last week that I am from Ecaudor but have lived in the United States for 20 years. Why do I have to include that… oh yeah, my terrible accent. I can speak Spanish enough to get by but it is clear that it is so bad that I am not Ecuadorean enough. Of course I am not American enough. I have stopped trying to fit in anywhere and just say I am from down the street. It is also annoying to have anyone say how cool it is to be interracial. Like it is trendy. It is just something that happened.

It is my funny way of dealing with this constant question that others have about me. I walked down the street and now I am here. Now that I am here now we can do something fun, interesting and get on. Explaining where I am from is not going to explain very much about how I am now, especially right when I met someone. I come from all over. My father has a family that is only 2nd generation American. My mother has family in Europe. I lived in the states for most of my childhood and I am missing visiting the MAC counter right now to even out my sun kissed tan. I was raised to save most of my income and pay for cash for everything and that family is everything and do not take crap from anyone. I come from this country that is bio diverse and friendly and scary AF sometimes too. I also come from a flat land out in East Texas where it can smell like gas but my favorite cousins lives there so I do not mind. I have visited graves of my ancestors from all parts of the world. That is what being international is like. I am really from all over and it it hard for me to explain to anyone who has never even left their state that I feel nostaglic when I am communicating with someone over dramatic hand gestures more than words. I have this great sense of belonging to every moment that I am in because I do not know how long I will be there.

I really do not like explaining where I am from. I am not there anymore, I am not even only visiting, it just part of me. }

I can just tell you where I am now. I am here with family in Ecuador. I am happy to write that.

Mestizo as I want to be.

5 tips to survive being ill on vacation

Leaving Tortuga Bay… With Rachel Nye a new friend repping PA

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Finally rested one full day after going to the Galapagos Islands and Banos, Ecaudor while being sick. I had spent a week on the northern coast of Ecuador before taking a 6 hour bus ride to Quito, Ecuador on the first day of having swimmer´s ear. I was lucky to have a pain killer on Sunday but it clearly changed my personality. I was no longer energetic, excited and bubbly person. Even my friend said, “I wish I could film how turnt down you are.” Being sick while in the most beautiful place on Earth was rough but I was extremely fortunately to be with a close friend who knows how to take lemons and make a really good adult beverage out of the sitatuion. Here is how I made it through a week of being sick. 1. Pain medication. Had it, used it and felt when I needed more. 2. Slept. I usually play all day AND GO HARD at local entertainment bars/clubs/pool halls but I just wanted to go to bed after spending time at the beach each day. Sleeping was so important to my recovery. 3. Did not drink at vacation quanities. Thinking about this more and I have not drank more than I typically do at home. In the past, I always drink regularly when I come to Ecuador but this time I just have not felt like it even when I was not sick.

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4. Review evaluate my attitude. So many times this past week that I just straight up wanted to not do anything. It was horrible timing. Just thinking of the saying: if you want to make God laugh then make plans. I have been planning this trip for months and was in a foul mood because I was feeling horrible. However, I would take moments to just be thankful to be there and then move on.

5. Had a wonderful friend that was compassionate during that time. Even though my friend is compassionate she did not for a single day not allow me to stay in and do nothing. Traveling with someone who has a strong sense of self and has a straight up magical ability to flip the mood is a real gift. I am just lucky in that alone.

I have posted several photos on my instagram of the islands and 5 days was not enough. As for getting over swimmer´s ear, it just takes time and leaving the ear alone – much harder than it sounds. I am so thankful to have spent the time I did there and the over all experience was real treat. Although Athena got me to go rafting, canyoning AND hike to The Virgin in Banos, we are still friends. Just a wonderful person to travel with. Everyone needs a travel buddy like her.

List of vacation reasons to relax!

  1. Lost a bag in Mexico City.
  2. Had to share a bed with a farter.
  3. Hear a pig scream for an hour in the middle of the night.
  4. Getting lost in small town and having to climb to the tallest part to find way back.
  5. Forgetting to eat because OCEAN then getting sick for a day.
  6. Accepting every whiskey shot offered then got hung over.
  7. Walking on the party strip and falling down FOR NO REASON.
  8. Not having water on a 6 hour ride.
  9. Having my accent made fun of.
  10. NO WI-FI

It is still worth it because I get to look at this at sunset.

Been cloudy the past couple of days in Atacames but that doesn’t make these sunsets any less.

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